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Hawaii - Sean Hsueh (8/7/09)

the fall project

so this will be my last post for my epic hawaii summer project blog. it’s been such a great journey, from deciding to come, to raising support, raising more support, and through all the struggles that have been endured on this trip. God has been working through our team in ways that we never expected. we’ve all grown in such unique ways, ways that could not have been predicted. God truly is unique. ask me more about it, and i will tell you more in person.

kevin and i are packing right now. its not as bittersweet as i imagined, more sweet than bitter. the banquet was such a good ending to our summer. after praying over each and every one of our teammates, there was a sense of resolution and commissioning as we are all sent out towards our home cities across the US. as much as i am sad to leave, i am just as excited to continue God’s work in my own home and campus at UT this fall.
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(next morning)

so we’re about to head to the airport in about an hour. i’ve been reading facebook notes of people in hawaii on how we have impacted their summer, and it is such a blessing to hear and see how they felt about us in such a loving way. if you want to check them out, go here and here. not sure if you guys have access to their stuff, but if you can, then it is so amazing to see how God has been working through us to impact those around us.

so today i will be flying to lax and im staying at a friends place for a night, then they are taking me to the airport at like 5am the next morning. i’ll be in houston by 12 on saturday :) i am excited to see all you houstonians again!

here is a video i made of our last three weeks

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China - Derek & Felix (8/3/09)

Hey everyone! Derek and Felix here again. We apologize for the lack of email updates while overseas. Internet access was very limited, and nearly all of our free time was spent interacting with students. Here is a brief overview or our past four weeks.

Both Felix and I were placed on the medical team and worked with medical university students. So on our first week in-country, we spent the first two days visiting local hospitals where we had the opportunity to shadow doctors as they made their rounds and observe various types of surgeries. Afterwards, we met the university students we would be working alongside for the rest of the trip. And for the remainder of the week, we participated in cultural exchange discussions and got to know the students better.

In preparation for the migrant school project on the second week, both American and local university students received training and organized the curriculum for the four days we would be spending with the children. The second week turned out to be a true test of perseverance and patience as we served over 60 primary school children. Overall, this project was a rewarding experience for all of us, and it was a joy and a blessing to serve alongside the local university students.

On the third week, we continued our cultural exchange discussions, diving deeper into significant topics such as socioeconomic issues, race and ethnicity, gender roles, and religion. The afternoons were spent seeing and experiencing the city or simply spending quality time with the students. As our time with them quickly drew to a close, it became obvious that we all grew much closer to each other than we could possibly ask for or imagine. Although we had to say our tearful goodbyes, we hold on dearly to the strong relationships that have been established over the course of just three weeks.

Following our time spent in-country, we rallied together once again in HK for four days of debriefing. These few days were incredibly valuable in digesting all that God had taught us during the trip. We gained clarity and insight into discerning God’s will for us and His greater purpose for this summer. After five long weeks overseas, we returned to the states a couple days ago. We are visiting family in LA until August 5th, when we will finally return home. Please expect a full trip report soon after we get back. But for now, it would be much appreciated if you could partner with us in prayer. Please pray for:

  1. The local university students - For the seeds to be watered, and for us to continue to strengthen our bonds by staying in touch.
  2. Reserve culture shock.
  3. Family - For salty conversations, open doors, and good witnessing. A lot has changed in five years.

Thanks everyone for faithfully supporting us these past five weeks. We miss ya’ll and hope to speak to you about our experience in person soon.

In Him, Derek and Felix Tang

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Hawaii - Sean Hsueh (8/3/09)

purpose prevailed

i will try as hard as i can to pour as much thought as i can into this entry..something i havent quite done yet on any of these posts (sorry!). we are currently on our last week here, and so much has happened. lives have been changed within our group and outside our group, and lessons have been learned all across our epic team.

last night some locals that we are friends with here took us out and drove us around the city in the back of a truck. its a common thing here since its not illegal. we love riding in the back of the trucks, although it gets a little scary on the highways. good thing most people dont drive over 60 mph here. while i was sitting in the corner of the truck on the way home from northshore, the sound of the wind kept me from hearing any conversation that was even a foot away from me. i gave up trying and just listened to my own thoughts formulate in my head. i was watching the sun set while in the back of a truck going 60 mph on a highway, and i was thinking about all that has happened up to and throughout summer project. multiple instances i have shared that i could leave now and feel completely at peace knowing that God is in control. i could leave, not out of laziness or lack of energy, but because i know that we have planted seeds here that i cant even comprehend or see. whether i see fruit or not, i know Gods purpose will prevail throughout it all.

when i think about what we did here and ask if it was successful, i can say with no doubt that we were. just the number of people that accepted Christ and rededicated their lives to Him alone make this trip worth it. i’ve seen how God works in ways that we cant even imagine. if God had sent all 16 of us with the purpose of sharing the gospel to just one person, i would still then consider it worth it.

on this trip, ive watched people change their lifestyles in a matter of less than 6 weeks. i’ve seen God transform hearts and turn them from their past ways of life. whatever successful is, i know God has been working in the lives of people here, and i know for a fact that lives were touched.

it’s so crazy when i share the gospel with someone here who has never heard it before- someone living in america, a “christian nation”, yet has not heard the gospel before. for me to be a part of his first exposure to the gospel makes me feel significant and blessed to be a part of Gods purpose.

one of the biggest spiritual lessons i have seen is God’s prevailing purpose. i have seen how our team has been flustered and distraught by lack of back ups, lack of plans, lack of safetys, and even a lack of energy. there have been times where we cannot see the point of something, yet the purpose becomes clear after. we experienced failure when we planned and planned for things to go our way, but disappointed to see it stray from plan. we’ve experienced failure in our eyes, then saw success in God’s. its a tough process that requires trust and reliance on God. we learned first hand that we have many plans, but the purpose of the Lord will always prevail.

so going back to texas i am a little nervous and a little excited. excited for Gods unseen plan unfolding for me as i go to a new school, and nervous for that very thing, the uncertainty of my new surrounding in austin. so with just 5 more days, i look forward to making the most out of these days and preparing for 100 degree weather in houston, tx. alright, shoots!

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Thailand - Peter, Steven, Jenn (7/31/09)

Steven writes…

More than we can imagine. [Last days in Thailand and final thoughts, 6/20-6/23.]

Day 10 [6/20]: After eating breakfast and dressing up, Doc, Zina and our team drove the 20 minutes back into Krabi Town to Santisuk church to meet up with the other church members that would be attending Radt and Wuut’s engagement ceremony in Lam Thap. After another 20 or 30 minutes, we were met with the familiar sights of Lam Thap, Radt’s hometown and the village where the 2007 team did the majority of its ministry. It was crazy nostalgia to see the school we visited almost every day, as well as walking into the epic shelter of adventure (it was now a storage shed, lol) where the guys stayed in ‘07. Even the football we brought had been saved, pumped up and everything! They had also saved the framed picture of the 2007 team that we had left them as our thanks, hung proudly on the wall in the middle of the living room. However, it was clearly different as well, as new buildings and stores had sprung up next to Radt’s home. Sitting in the shade of one of the store’s canopies were a few of the local kids. Walking by them on our way towards Radt’s house, Jay and I immediately recognized several of them, now inches, if not feet taller! We tossed the football around with them before the ceremony started, for old time’s sake.

Radt and Wuut’s engagement ceremony was an excellent combination of Christian and traditional Thai customs. All of their relatives, friends, church members, and our team filled the small room and watched as one of the pastors from Santisuk church conducted the ceremony and prayed over the couple. Of course, there was a massive frenzy of pictures afterwards. After seeing Pa Radt’s new, giant pet snake (ok, Pa Radt is such a beast that I’m not even going to try to describe how beast he is here, just ask me for stories, lol), we settled down for a home-cooked Thai lunch… Ma Radt’s cooking = so delicious! After lunch, we toured the new church to-be behind the house that another YWAM team had come to help build. We played some more football with the kids, took some pictures, and then we had to leave again. We would have liked to spend a lot more time there, catching up with the kids and Radt’s family, but were forced to go. At the very least, I took the time to commit the kids’ names to memory so that we could pray for them and remember them for next time. Still praying that those kids would continue to hang out with Radt’s family and get to know Christ.

In the evening, we traveled to a private beach to celebrate Zina’s birthday. We played frisbee, splashed around, and just fellowshipped with each other. Oh yeah, and this is where I got stun by a JELLYFISH. AWESOME. Ironically enough, Doc had just been praying that we wouldn’t get stung by jellyfish, and right as he left, I got stung. Basically, we were in the water playing frisbee, and as I stretched out my left arm and leg to go get it, I felt immense stinging sensation all over my arm and leg. Pretty epic fail owned. And so I “ow’d and ooh’d” my way back up to the beach where I sat down and attempted to focus on more painful things that I had gone through before (this wasn’t the worst thing ever, lol). The places on my skin that had made contact with The Jellyfish’s tentacles started swelling up like crazy, and I sat there “ow”-ing as the team gathered around and heatedly debated if they should pee on me. (NO THANK YOU.) In hindsight, it was pretty freaking hilarious. Someone then intelligently asked some of the Thai girls that worked at a nearby store what we should do, and they brought some herbs and vinegar for me to spread on the affected areas. It was a pretty FTL experience. Upon returning to the guest house, I took some benadryl and passed out. Apparently, fresh water on the jellyfish stings can release the toxins and cause more FTL, so I couldn’t take a shower that night. So, in all of my sweaty, sandy, vinegary glory, Peter had to share the bed with me that night. Props to Peter for being a warrior, lol.

Day 11 [6/21]: In the morning, (after showering), our team ran the entirety of the service at Santisuk church, including worship, Josh speaking, Peter’s team doing the drama, and Jenn and James sharing their testimonies. We again had a terrific lunch prepared by the ladies of Santisuk, and proceeded to hang out with the kids after lunch, including some group frisbee! We then went with a bunch of the local kids to an “aquarium” in Krabi, which was truthfully a big fish farm where they grew different kinds of fish… unspectacular. And hot in the afternoon. The church then held a party to send us off at a local river/creek, where we got to kayak, swim, and have a picnic. After saying our last goodbyes to the people of Santisuk church, we returned back to Ao Nang to pack, rest, and do some final things in Thailand.

After dinner, a few of us visited some of the friends we had made around Ao Nang, including Reuben and the suit shop guys, to say goodbye and tell them we would be awaiting their emails. Later that night, some of the guys, led enthusiastically by James, ordered this gigantic family meal from McDonalds as one last hurrah and splurge (ironic, I know, last night in Thailand and we ordered like $30 worth of McDonalds.. but it was epic: BigMac, Samurai burger, bucket of fried chicken, some spicy chicken wings, 2 large fries, and some coke, lol). We hung out until late in the night in James and Michael’s room, watching bad Thai music videos, chowing down on McDonalds, and cuddling in Michael’s bed, lol.

Day 12 [6/22]: In the morning, we packed up all of our luggage, loaded them into the truck, and headed over to the resort where Radt currently works. We were treated to a breakfast buffet (no 7-11 tuna pies today!) to start off our day of debriefing and travel. After breakfast, we all gathered by the pool to debrief and share about the things that God had really impressed upon our hearts during our time in Thailand. Short version: an insane amount of answered prayers, of God showing up big, and the awesomeness of getting to share the Gospel. After the sharing time, our team split off to different places for one last bout of relaxation before the ridiculous bout of traveling. Some went for massages, some to the pool, and others to nap or just lounge around outside. After a quick take-out lunch and saying the last goodbyes to Radt, Pastor Roslen and Doc & Zina saw us off to the airport.

We arrived in Bangkok in the early evening where we said our farewells to Mark, who would be heading to north Thailand to take part in a baptism. We returned back to the YWAM Bangkok base with just enough time for one last full team dinner at Turtle Bakery before setting off to the airport once more. The Austin-bound team said our goodbyes to Jenn, James, and Char, who would be heading to China, Hong Kong, and Seattle, respectively, before finally starting the 36-hour trip back home (Bangkok to Seoul to Atlanta and finally, completely exhausted, arriving in Austin). Our trip was complete! Time for some Rudy’s!

Final thoughts: I hope that this 6-part, month-long series of posts has given you at least a glimpse of everything that God revealed to us during our short yet insanely intense two weeks in Thailand. To all of you that read, thank you so much for bearing with me — I was not very good at getting these posts out diligently. To all of you that prayed, I cannot quite express the enormity of my gratitude to you, but thank you so much. The phrase, “we couldn’t have done it without you” is cliche and does not do this situation justice, but you were a crucial part of everything that happened through us and to us in Thailand. Please continue to pray for the nation, its people, and the Christians doing work there, as well as our team, as we try to figure out how to bring back what we learned into our lives here and discern God’s will for us in future missions.

The night before I left, I put up this post with the main prayer requests of our team. It was simply the things that God had revealed to myself and to our team, through Scripture and prayer and more Scripture. And thus, we know that prayer works and that our God is good, because every one of those prayer requests were answered profoundly and emphatically.

1.] That preaching the Gospel and glorifying God would be our mission above anything else.
-For something that the members of our team had very little experience with and didn’t really understand the importance of before coming to Thailand, God came through in this like CRAZY. As I touched on before, Scripture shows us that every aspect of sharing the Gospel comes by God doing it, not us. We need only take up the call and obey. And through the power of the Holy Spirit, the Gospel was proclaimed in Thailand, in Krabi, and in Ao Nang where it never had been before. God delivered everything to us: the desire and motivation to go out and talk about the Gospel, His heart for the Thai people that deeply loves every single person that doesn’t know Christ, the boldness to swallow our nervousness and pride and go talk to people we didn’t know because God was calling us to that person, the right words to speak into their lives that came from the Spirit, divine appointments and opportunities up the wazoo… everything was taken care of by our awesome God. With no particular training or schedule or anything, because of God’s conviction, all we wanted to do all the time was share the Gospel with people who hadn’t heard it yet. By the end of our 5 days in Ao Nang, we had covered the entirety of the beach front with proclamations of the Gospel and intercession. We were granted the privilege to share the Gospel in places it had never been heard, to bring the Spirit to places that had only known darkness before, to bring truth to a place soaked in falsehoods. And the best part about it is that none of it was of our power, and we get to take no credit for it. All done through His unending power and all for His glory. Awesome.

2.] That we would have protection from spiritual warfare in every possible way.
-This was also something that we had very little experience with beforehand that God opened our eyes to pretty forcefully while in Thailand. I think I covered some of it in the strongholds post and a bit of how we battled it in the Psalm 18 post. Suffice it to say, because of the prevalence of the spiritual oppression upon our team while in Thailand, we were utterly forced to dive into the Word and fully rely on the Spirit, pleading for God’s protection and saturating every person, place, or activity we were a part of with prayer and intercession. Despite all the attacks and some hard moments, our God is faithful and loves us deeply. And thankfully, Scripture is chock-full of passages on undertaking spiritual warfare. Please, continue to lift up this nation in prayer and wage spiritual warfare for these people through intercession. We are confident that God’s vast love will drown out the darkness of this nation, that He will free people from their chains and bring revival and light to this nation.

3.] That our team would be unified in Christ, in our mission to spread the Gospel, and in love.
-What can I say about this? I love our team. A lot. This is meant in no way to exclude anybody or to make us exclusive or something stupid like that, but God definitely brought us together way beyond our expectations. Even now my parents are confused at why I’m still meeting up with the Thailand team a month after we came back. Simply another testament to God’s power and grace more than compensating for all of our crap.


[team! this is a lol picture.]

This is in no way the limit of how many answered prayers God brought us, just simply the ones that we had laid out before we left. God revealed himself in ways that we could not have even imagined or asked for, in a laundry list of answered prayers. It was curzy. Prayer is insanely powerful, and something we can and should do all the freaking time, for everything.

And so, on our return to the States, we are left to attempt to understand and process what God wants us to bring back from our experiences and lessons in Thailand. That, in part, is what I have attempted to do with the posts, from spiritual warfare and strongholds of the Enemy to desiring to share the Gospel to relying on God’s strength and more. And I believe that even though all of these experiences were unique to Thailand, the things to be taken away from them are not: they belong in our everyday lives as followers of Christ and tools for His kingdom. We utterly need to take all these things to heart, to arm ourselves for warfare of unseen realms, to have urgency in proclaiming the Gospel to those who don’t know it, to depend wholly on God in everything we are. That we would be in the world but definitely not of it. That God would be the only one we worship and are completely in love with, not other things that pale in comparison in every way. And because we can taste that love, we are convicted and on fire to go tell people of this love that saves us, the Gospel. I pray and ask that God would powerfully give every person that professes to follow Christ this urgency and passion to do His work and desire to love on the people that are searching for the way to salvation. His grace and power are enough to overcome any darkness, any trial, anything at all.. if people would only know of it! But.. “how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them?” Evangelism isn’t something that only a few are gifted with and assigned to do: we are all called to proclaim it as apostles of Christ.

I hope that these posts would be an encouragement of how great our God’s love and power is to whoever reads them. And that God would convict you, the reader, of a heart of intercession and evangelism, of living missionally. Ask for it! and he will undoubtedly answer in ways you cannot even imagine. Again, thanks for reading these ridiculously long posts, and I am always down for talking about it or praying for you in any of these ideas.

And so, to complete this all, I pray the following over all of you and over the body of believers in Thailand:

“For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.”

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China - Charles Lien (7/30/09)

Hi friends,

I am currently in Taipei, Taiwan visiting family before I return to the States on 8/6. Actually, I left the mainland last saturday (8/25) and spent 4 days in Hong Kong for debriefing and reflections + final team bonding times before we said our final goodbyes. I apologize for the lack of updates over the past 3 weeks as I had previously hoped: the combination of unstable internet, minimal computer avaibility, and extremely busy schedules made it difficult to just sit down and send out short updates. In the coming weeks, I’ll be sending out emails divided into several parts to highlight significant parts of our trip. I will most likely be sharing in Clear Lake and in Austin later on about my trip as well, so stay tuned for more details! Derek and Felix will probably agree that there were many unexpected situations that were difficult to cope with during the trip, but we were also blessed to see and be a part of God’s work in China (and we will continue to be a part of it). It is difficult for me to try and communicate everything I’ve experienced thus far, but I do believe that there are lessons for all to hear. Apologies for the ambiguities and lack of details, but I do thank each of you for your thoughts and prayers during this time. I’m excited to be able to share with you how I saw God work in China this summer.

In Him,
Charles

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Thailand - Peter, Steven, Jenn (7/24/09)

Steven writes…

Our heart’s desire. [Evangelism at village, school, and streets of Ao Nang, 6/18.2-6/19.]

[Agh.. profuse apologies again for delaying so long. I was in NYC the past week, but still my bad. One more post to go after this. Thanks for reading!]

Day 8.2 [6/18]: We regrouped back at the guest house in the early afternoon, sharing our stories of the encounters and conversations of the evangelism time. We quickly changed and prepared for our outreach slated for the early evening; Doc and Zina would be bringing us to a remote Muslim village to train with some of the Muay Thai fighters there. Half of us would be trying out some basic Muay Thai, while the others would lead the aforementioned English-teaching games with the kids of the village.

At this village, some 30 minutes or more away from Ao Nang, we got to see the extent of Muay Thai as a tool of Doc and Zina’s to spread the Gospel in southern Thailand. The village itself was remote and independent, set in the country; it’s highly unlikely that foreign missionaries would be able to find or have the opportunity to minister to the people of this village. However, because of Muay Thai, Doc and Zina were invited to fellowship and train with the people in the village.

Muay Thai was lol. It was a lot of fun punching, elbowing, kicking, and kneeing the bags as Doc and trainer at the village taught us basic moves. Granted, the ring was outside and Thailand is humid, so by the end we were all soaking wet. (One of the cool-down exercises is fighting for position in a clinch, so James and I exchanged a grotesque amount of sweat.) It was an awesome venture into the national sport of Thailand. While we were doing Muay Thai, the other members of the team were playing games and hanging out with the kids in the village. They also got to hand out and explain the gospel bracelets to the kids.

After a couple of hours, we said goodbye to the people of the village and headed back towards Ao Nang. Hopefully, just our presence there opened doors for Doc and Zina to continue ministering to the village in the future. The rest of the night consisted of dinner at a local restaurant (Noodle Boat!) and a debrief back at the guest house. We slept early, as the next morning we would be visitng a local school and teaching English.

Day 9 [6.19]: Several of us woke again at the crack of dawn to have some time with God on the beach. This repeated opportunity to start the day off with words from God and to simply soak Him in before the busyness of the day took over was a crucial and memorable practice during our time in Ao Nang. We then headed over to Doc and Zina’s Community Center, where they explained what we would be doing at the school, along with an English song they use to communicate Jesus (“Hello, hello, how are you?”).

The school we visited was predominantly Muslim, with some Buddhist children as well. It had a few buildings, but we basically were teaching a group of maybe 50? elementary-aged students, all mixed together. We played several games with them, including Bingo, Simon Says, one of the English-teaching games Zina had taught us on the beach, and this freaking intense competition of snake-team rock-paper-scissors. Actually, the word intense doesn’t even do it justice, it was like.. pandemonium. Kids screaming, groaning, elation, despair, people dropping to their knees, heads in hands, jumping excitedly, cheering their guts out. AWESOME. Video courtesy of Drury Lane.


[my group of kids at the school! minus the awesome small one that oriana stole. more here.]

After the games, Zina asked the director of the school if we could hand out Gospel bracelets and explain them. As Jay explained the six colors on the bracelet, other teachers and students came over to listen in. We then proceeded to give each student a Gospel bracelet. This was the first time that anybody had been allowed to share the Gospel in this place. Not only was it received with enthusiasm, but the director invited us back to continue teaching English and about Christianity. What a privilege, to be able to proclaim the truth of salvation in this place, to these ears, for the first time ever. It is our fervent prayer that God would continue to grow those small seeds, in the form of rock-paper-scissors and Gospel bracelets, and grow them into a harvest that produces a hundredfold.


[jenn putting gospel bracelets onto the kids after jay and big explained it.]

After lunch and our arrival back at the guest house, we decided to have another debriefing time. This one I cannot elaborate as much upon because of various reasons — sorry to be so vague, it’s not meant at all to exclude people but just simply something that deserves to be shared in due time. Suffice it to say that after some two hours of debriefing and sharing and Scripture and craziness, it went into some crazy praise and worship time. Seeing as how we were the only ones in the building, we decided to, quite literally, “open up the doors” in the place and fill it with praise and the Holy Spirit.. with “Did You Feel the Mountains Tremble?” It was hooray, knowing that our song and our worship would fill this guest house. Hopefully the Spirit will reside there and its presence would be known even after we are long gone.

Near the early evening, just a few yards down from the guest house, we had the opportunity to perform the skits, do testimonies, and sing worship on the streets of Ao Nang for the first time ever. Few people actually stopped for extended periods of time except one tourist couple that talked with Doc and Zina for a while. Other than that, on the surface level, it was relatively uneventful. Bear with me, this is again one of the parts that is very hard for me to describe, and so I must skip over the elaboration, because I can’t even put into words or thoughts what went on during that time, for myself or for others, but there was definitely some spiritual warfare going on. Simply put, it was one of the hardest parts of the trip for me (almost completely separate from what we were actually doing during that time) and I was in quite a bit of a funk. Anyway, after Jay finished his testimony, the two of us just wanted to do nothing else but go evangelize and talk to people. So we left the group to finish the rest of the performance and went talking down by the stores.

As we reached the other end of the strip, a couple of Nepalese guys asked us how we were doing. We ended up talking to the two guys, separately, for the better part of half an hour. Robin and Chris are a part of a suit store, along with a couple other guys that Jay and Eddie had met the day before. Robin and I talked about a lot of things, from Heaven to Buddhism, Islam, Christianity, money, immigrating to America, working in Ao Nang, and their store. In the end, he said that he isn’t going to rely on any particular religion in his life, just simply himself. That it’s all about money and then he can worry about religion. These guys work insanely long days, some 10 or 12 or more hours, 7 days a week. At the end, we exchanged email addresses and committed to contacting each other through email. Eddie and Jay went back to the store several times after in the following days.

We finished off the day with some Italian/Western cuisine at the restaurant that Big used to work at. (Funny note: James was the one that had diligently woken up almost every day to have QTs on the beach, as in, earlier than all of us. That night, he was like a zombie. It was hilarious. He was like sauntering instead of walking because he was so tired. We were seriously worried he would pass out while walking and drown in the rising tide or something, lol.) We then returned to the guest house for some much needed rest. The next day we would be traveling back to the town of Lam Thap (Radt’s hometown and where the 2007 team had done the bulk of their ministry) for Radt and Wuut’s engagement ceremony.

OK, here, I am forced to execute a change of pace from the listing of events and I’m going to be brutally honest. It has been hard describing this trip to people. If you ask me about my recent trip to NYC, it’s easy.. we ate, visited places, hung out with family, I’m happy to talk about it. But when you ask me about Thailand, the words don’t come. It is freaking hard. And so that is why I feebly answer with, “It was good…” The fullness of God’s presence, of the privilege to do His work, of constant communion with Christ and reliance because we HAD TO — it just isn’t something that is easily communicated. And.. there are just simply things that are beyond my comprehension to explain. Stuff that I’m not even sure what the heck just happened except that God was there.

How can I possibly convey what it was like? This incomprehensible excitement filling all of my body when I was running back to the guest house to get a track for Reuben, coming wholly from God as the joy of getting to share the Gospel to somebody who is eager to listen! This ridiculous jubliation when playing with those kids at the school, watching them all laugh their faces off and jump up and down and cheer and go nuts, and the almost painful desire and hope that these kids would have a chance to know Christ and have salvation… just maybe, to have an opportunity because of our presence there. They freaking deserve it and are utterly ready to receive it. To know the insane and unending love of Christ, even despite all the barriers. And it drives me to tears when I think about them not having the chance.

How can I explain it? This deep anticipation inside me when talking to Robin, to discuss religion with him and try my hardest to refrain from YELLING that Christ is the way! That the other stuff is going to let you down! To hear him say that if the Christian God would answer a prayer of his, then maybe he would believe. And to be driven to intercession at utterly random times during the trip, pleading that God would indeed answer his prayers and Robin might be brought to the family of Christ.

Simply put, there was a sense of forceful enthusiasm, of aching anticipation, of uninhibited joy that came with sharing the Gospel. It simply cannot be of ourselves, but I am confident that those things come from God who is decidedly filling us with His Spirit during those times. That He gives us boldness, that He gives us words, that He is rooting for us wholeheartedly, rooting for the people we are talking to, for them to just take a chance and give up their everything to God, who is worth it.

Paul says in Romans 10 that his “heart’s desire and prayer to God for the Israelites is that they may be saved.” (Side note: Romans 10 was the freaking epiphanic passage that God gave to me that sparked the craziness that became sharing the Gospel. Simply interchange Israelites and the Law for Thais and Buddhism/Islam. Read Romans 10: 1-15.) We who have tasted the love of Christ and of Almighty God, for us to go and speak of the things He has done for us is purely natural and something that would be our heart’s desire to do ALL THE TIME. Now don’t get me wrong, although I explained those experiences in words of emotion, it is not the pursuit of the emotion that makes us want to proclaim the Gospel as those things are merely consequences, but simply the conviction of God in our own lives and the desire to further His Kingdom to people He loves that makes us want to share the Good News.

So, I pray intensely that we would have a chance to experience and obtain this desire to speak the Gospel whenever we could. That we would receive divine appointments and opportunities and open doors to share the greatest love of all time with people who don’t know of it yet. That God would do continue to be awesome and execute every aspect of this process of sharing the Gospel, including growing them even when we cannot see and cannot know. That we would be given the boldness, and the words, and the conviction to go obey and pursue the harvest that is in front of our face. God, we know that you are mighty to save every single person that is on this earth and that you have ordained for us to meet. Would we take up our crosses and go do this thing you have told us to do. Amen.

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Hawaii - Sean Hsueh (7/28/09)

update

we have less than two weeks left, and we are definitely feeling it. i love everyone here, but i am really missing my friends, family, and church back at home.

we’ve been getting to know the people who live here and have been hanging out with them. they are a cool bunch. they are mostly from a pentecostal church called assembly of God. we went to a worship night at their church the other day, it was definitely a refreshing experience.

our project directors decided that a couple days of rest would be needed for us to keep us from burning out, or just to give us a break in general. its definitely something that i need, and i look forward to spending these next two days with the Lord.

haha sorry for such a short update. bye bye

Jul
26th
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India - Linda (7/26/09)

Hi everyone!!

thankyou so much again for all your prayers and support for me here! These last few weeks in Kolkata have really flown by so fast… I almost can’t believe I’ll be leaving now. My team and I are actually flying back to Bangkok, Thailand tomorrow morning for a week of debriefing with all of Global Trek Asia students, saying farewell to the City that I’ve grown to love so much, sigh* it’s so difficult.

These past weeks, I have continued to pray that God would grant me the heart to engage and love to the fullest for the remainder of my time here- God has been ever Faithful. There’s so much that God has been teaching me, I can only begin to describe, but mainly.. with the women that i’ve grown so close to at the place I work..He’s continually teaching me how to love the way Christ did..and sharing in His pain and sufferings. It has been  surprising to me how deep relationships can be grown in such a short amount of time, and with the language being a barrier.. i didnt know it was possible… but with Jesus’s love, He has definitely molded/immersed our hearts together with so many memories imprinted.. our hearts could never be the same.   God has taught me.. again in the words of Mother Teresa “Love until it hurts.” for Jesus loved that way, and never held back, never stopped completely pouring out God’s love no matter how painful.   I definitely have so much more to share with all of you in detail when I am back, but please please pray for me and my teammates this next week for:

  • Processing- all God showed and taught us.. so much, how to transition back to the US in a healthy way, incorporate into our faith as we go back, and learn to share about our stories
  • God’s Comfort as we say goodbye to the people we have grown to Love So much here..
  • God to continue growing and watering the seeds of faith that we have planted here


It has been so evident that God has been working here in India: before, during, and will continue doing so after we leave. God is forever constant, unchanging, Faithful.

I miss you all! I will be back very soon! (July 30) please keep praying!

love love you all so much <3 in Christ, linda
Jul
23rd
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San Antonio - Kevin Zhao (7/22/09)

Beginning of something new.

I am now back at home, finished with Alamo City Summer Project. I am quite sad to leave what we have done in San Antonio, but I am looking forward to God working through each of us on the team wherever we go. (Joshua 1:9)

Before I want to tell you how life changing this summer has been, I want to share with you my journey back to Houston from San Antonio.

On the way back, I made two stops before finally arriving home. I stopped by Sonic to talk with Tino. Tino is the boss at Sonic where the girls on the summer project team worked at. He has been very friendly and kind to us. Each time we go to Sonic, we would have such a great time just joking with Tino, and he would always sit and eat with us. I got to talk with him one last time, just got to know him better, and just give him the reassurance of faith in God during the situations he is dealing with.
Then I stopped by Buc-ee’s to use the restroom and get some food. On the way into the restroom, I saw a familar face, but just kept walking. Then I ran into him in the restroom, and it was Principal Salem from Bellaire HS. What a coincidence! haha We chatted, this is my first time talk with him. He was vacationing at San Antonio with family and heading back to Houston. I got to share with him what I did, and he was really chill and nice. I wish I got to know him bettter when I was still at Bellaire.

Now that I am home, completely empty, I will have a lot of time to myself. Please pray for me to use my time wisely this next week. =)

This summer has truly been a life-changing experience for me. I didn’t know what to expect, came out understanding better of what it means to be a Christian. I have been challenged, did things I never would have imagined.
I always thought being a Christian would be easy, as long as you don’t do anything bad. But I have come to understand that as a Christ follower, we are meant to face trials, difficult times, and persecutions. For 2 Corinthians 12: 9-10 says “But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” These things happen because God loves us, and he wants us to grow.
I hate confrontation, if you know me well, or just ask me, I would say I hate confronting people. But this summer God has given me the priviledge to serve Him as student director, which is something I never even thought about happening. During these past two weeks, I have been challenged with dealing with people and balancing my daily schedule to where everything works out. I have a better understanding of confrontation, and that it is necessary to to happen, as long as it is encouraging and that you “should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry” (James 1:19), especially as a leader. Being the director, the need for Christ to lead me became more apparent. I could see the less time I spent with God, the more frustrated I would get. So I encourage you guys to do your devotionals daily, it really makes a difference in your days.

Now I want to say something to Jay, Erica, Christie Ramos, Sarah J, Patrick, Anton, Emily, James, Sarah H, and Tristan. These are the people I got to work with. I want to say this summer has really helped me mature. I want to thank all of you for bearing with me and just being focused on God. I learned something from each of you, and I pray that our friendships live on. Don’t forget what happened in San Antonio this summer, take it with you and use it to reach other people in your lives. Don’t ever lose sight of God.

NON-NEGOTIABLE!!(time with God is non-negotiable)

-Kevin

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20th
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Hawaii - Sean Hsueh (7/20/09)

bus evangelism

yesterday we had bus evangelism. it was pretty cool and exciting. we went in groups of 6 and distributed ourselves across the bus and just started conversations with people on the bus.

melanie and i worked together and talked to this one lady. she did the small talk while i attempted to lead into spiritual stuff. turned out the lady was a catholic who went to church occasionally. it was really hard to do it with such a loud environment, but after waiting for the opportune moment, i whipped out a spiritual question and asked her how her relationship with God was. i asked her to describe it in 3 different words. she couldnt do it, so i showed her a “satisfied” booklet that asks that question and gives a list of adjectives.

long story short, she accepted Christ (!!!) and it was the most genuine conversation i’ve had in awhile. i went through the Knowing God personally booklet and satisfied. you could tell her heart was aligned with the words on the page when she read the prayer out loud with me. it was such a divine moment.

one thing i was reminded of through this experience was the missional lifestyle that we all need to have. even though we are on a missions trip and we do evangelism everyday, it’s easy to get into a mode of “i’ll only share when im at the beach or on campus.” by sharing on the bus, we were forced to take an everyday situation and turn it into a spiritual one. the most challenging thing was that you couldnt escape. you sit next to someone, you ask them a question, they reject you, and then it becomes awkward. theres no walking away like on the beach or on campus!

Jul
18th
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Hawaii - Sean Hsueh (7/17/09)

update

i am bad at updating you guys. im sorry! well yesterday was our 3rd large group. because of complications, we couldnt have a room, so we had to be outside. it actually went really well, and we were able to get like 6 people to come who happened to be passing by.

our staff left on wednesday. it was a bittersweet departure. sad because of the friendships and bonds that were formed, and sweet because of the excitement of the new responsibilities that we all hold. every student has a leadership role to replace the ones of the staff.

God is moving big time in our group. its hard to see at times, but we know God is among us, teaching us, and molding us to follow him and rely on him. we have seen multiple people come to Christ through fruitful conversations and relationships.

tomorrow we are doing something new. we are going to do bus evangelism. we’re going to just sit on the bus and start spiritual/gospel conversations with people on the bus. im kind of nervous, but really excited as well. we have met like 5 people through conversations on the bus, and we hope to keep that up.

alright, gtg, bye guys

Jul
13th
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Thailand - Peter, Steven, Jenn (7/9/09)

Medley of pictures from the trip!

from ACC Lighthouse Thailand Missions Team
Before leaving Austin


During the Temple Tour: A Ferry Ride


A fun-filled team picture!


With church members.


After an evening of learning Muay Thai


English class in a Muslim village


English class at Muslim/Buddhist school


Outreach on the streets of Ao Nang


With kids in Lam Thap


Last full group picture :[.

Medley of pictures from the trip!

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Thailand - Peter, Steven, Jenn (7/10/09)

Steven writes…

Boldness. [Arrival and Open Evangelism in Ao Nang, 6/17-6/18.1.]

[Sorry for the freaking week-long+ delay.. busy July 4 weekend and lethargy at the beginning of this week. The posts should come faster and be done before next Wednesday, which is when I leave for NYC.]

Day 7 [6/17]: In the morning, the team loaded up all the luggage and departed from Santisuk and Pastor Roslen’s house for a 20-minute drive to our next destination: Ao Nang. Ao Nang is a small coastal town that is somewhat of the central point of coastal tourism in Krabi. There is a main beachfront, no more than 300-400 yards long, of which the town’s main street of pubs, restaurants, shops, and guest houses run along. Our guest house was all of a 2 minutes walk from the beach. This area by the beach and along the main street would be where the bulk of our ministry would be done in the coming days.


[beachfront from the view of our guest house.]


[other side view from the balcony.]

Now, if you can remember from the first post, Strongholds, God had very much revealed to us about the strongholds and barriers of Buddhism and culture that were keeping the Thai people from the Truth. However, here’s where it gets complicated. Apparently, the statistics for Krabi and Ao Nang are 20% Buddhist, 80% Muslim, and 0% Christian. There are maybe.. 10? Christians in the entire area of Ao Nang. There is also a population of Nepalese immigrants working among the Thai Muslims. We’ll come back to this later.

Upon arrival to our guest house, Peter and I got stuck with the smallest room in the building (because Peter and I were helping the girls with their luggage and James/Michael Jie/Eddie already claimed the other 2) …meaning that our sink was in our shower and we had to sleep on the same bed. Fail. After unloading all our luggage, we walked to the local Starbucks (that was by a 7-11 and a Mcdonalds — yeah, this place is pretty touristy) and debriefed/prayed about the previous 2 days in Krabi. Most of us then proceeded to the beach for some relaxation time in the ocean, the most excited being Jie and James.

At night, we headed over to the Muay Thai Missions Community Center, where we would meet Doc and Zina, who we would be partnering with over the next several days. Doc and Zina are a missionary couple from California doing ministry in the form of Muay Thai, which is the national sport of Thailand. They use the sport to open doors and interact with people who would normally never come in contact with Christians or hear the name of Jesus. They have been in Thailand for 3.5 years, the last 1.5 in southern Thailand (Krabi, Ao Nang). Doc and Zina are the only foreign missionaries in the area of Ao Nang, and we would be learning much and working with them during our time in Ao Nang.

After one of our more expensive dinners at the Mcdonalds (double Big Mac.. intense), the night consisted of a cell group gathering with some of the ladies from Santisuk church, as well as a couple from the UK, Wayne and Wendy. Peter led worship with some old school hymns as we got to worship God cross-cultures again, and Peter and Eddie shared their testimonies, with some flavored interpretation from Big. (One instance, as Eddie was sharing his testimony about before he became a Christian, he said that he prayed for God to give him a good test grade. Upon translating, Big then adds in English, incredulously, “That’s not right!!” while waving his finger, Big Thai accent and everything. Too funny.) We finished the night off with some prayer, and then home cooked noodles made by the ladies from the church. We headed back to the guest house, preparing for the next day’s devotionals and evangelism.

Day 8.1 [6/18]: (Disclaimer: this day is going to be split between two posts; this part will be the morning to the early afternoon.) Early the next morning, several of us woke up to have QTs on the beach before returning to the 7-11 for some breakfast (Tuna pies and seaweed-flavored Lays anybody?). After breakfast, we regrouped on the beach for some morning devotionals/ sharing time. After James led worship, Chrisyla, Connie, Jenn, and James shared things that God had been revealing to them during the trip, whether convictions or testimonies or praises. It was an awesome time of encouragement to know how God was working powerfully in just a few of our members’ lives.

After a short break and learning a couple of English teaching games we would be using later in the day, we prepared for our first open street evangelism time. We would go two-by-two (Mark 6:7) to evangelize through tracks or just speaking the Gospel, while other pairs would intercede for those evangelizing and for the people of Ao Nang. It was completely open-ended, no planning or instructions whatsoever. Just… go tell people about Jesus and/or intercede.

The interceding part was just as crucial as the evangelism part, as in Ephesians 6, after Paul teaches on spiritual warfare and the Armor of God, in verse 18 he lets us know that we can definitely wage spiritual warfare on the behalf of others: “And pray in the Spirit on all occassions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.” Let’s just say that the entire trip was definitely us being “alert” and constantly praying. Whether in the car traveling or walking down the street or standing next to our partners as they talked, we were praying CONSTANTLY, for the people we were to meet, for spiritual warfare, for boldness, for everything under the sun. And it worked, distinctly and undoubtedly. I have a laundry list of answered prayers from this trip like you wouldn’t believe. Stuff that I am confident would not have happened had prayer not gone into it fervently. And that is also thanks to you back at home, who were interceding on our behalf as we were there, waging spiritual warfare in an utterly different place. That is how great our God is — answering prayers half the world away. And also something that we need to be doing here, or wherever we are: interceding on the behalf of our brothers and sisters and for the lost that God has put into our lives. Constantly praying. He answers emphatically if only we will give it up to Him.

And one of the things on our hearts and in our prayers for the trip, and especially for this evangelism time, was boldness. Suffice it to say, most of us didn’t have much, if any, experience in openly evangelizing with people. It was nerve-racking and intimidating, having to discuss a subject such as faith across cultures and languages and in spite of every other barrier there was. Yet God had put in our faces this central mission of spreading the Gospel, and our stupid self-fear and timidity wasn’t going to stop God from doing His work through us. But He had already been preparing us in Scripture. Even after Paul talks about praying for the saints, he immediately says in verses 19 and 20, “Pray also for me, that whenever I open my mouth, words may be given me so that I will fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in chains. Pray that I may declare it fearlessly, as I should.” And so this was something we were praying for, boldness, fearlessness, to just go and share the Gospel as God directed us to.

So we did. A few pairs went interceding, either prayer walking along the beach or back to the hotel balcony to intercede from a high point above everything that was happening. Others walked along the main street handing out tracks and starting conversations. And God was utterly with us, guiding our steps and words, bringing divine appointments right in front of our faces, and giving us boldness. At first, I’m not gonna lie, it was a bit discouraging. The first tourist guy, a Chinese-Australian named Brandon, Jenn and I talked to was totally turned off when we started talking bringing up faith and it was super awkward and somewhat discouraging. We went along the street handing out tracks, and even then several of the shop vendors and taxi drivers looked vexed and just said, “Muslim,” but many took our tracks anyway.

And yet, even at the height of our being discouraged, God came through yet again. This Nepalese shop vendor, Reuben, approached us and asked us where we were from. We explained to him that we were Christians from America, come to tell people about Jesus, and handed him a track. However, he couldn’t read Thai, but claimed he was interested in our Jesus character if we had some English literature for him to look through. So we hurried back, freaking excitedly I might add, praying fervently and going nuts looking for some English tracks. Long story short, we ended up ministering to him several times in the next few days, and before we left, gave him our email addresses, as well as connected him with Doc and Zina.

Others also had some awesome experiences (of which you should ask them), like Jie and Eddie getting to give away their Thai-English Bible to someone who was completely drawn into it, or Michael’s infamous confrontation of a French Atheist at their restaurant, “Hey, are you a Christian?” That was our one and only “scheduled” opportunity to go out onto the streets of Ao Nang and evangelize, but as God had given us a heart for these people, we continued to go out in our free time to the people who invited us back, handing out tracks and talking about Jesus as we went. By the end of our short 5 days there, this place that had never heard the name of Jesus was absolutely covered in proclamations of the Gospel. We had the awesome and divine privilege to share the saving name of Jesus Christ to people that had never heard or given it a second thought. And now, as we have opened doors, scattered seeds, and introduced people to the idea of Christ, all we can do is intercede for them and know that God will grow them even as we cannot know and cannot see: “This is what the kingdom of God is like. A man scatters seed on the ground. Night and day, whether he sleeps or gets up, the seed spouts and grows, though he does not know how.” We fully trust that we did there what God planned for us to do, and He will continue to work there as He sees fit, even beyond our comprehension.

And here I must emphasize that not any glory or praise or anything good can be attributed to the things we did, but all to God. It was completely and wholly God that worked, and we had the privilege to be worked through. It was not in our ability, not in words or across languages, to correctly and clearly share Christ with these people, and so we had to give ourselves to God for Him to do it.

Paul, in 1 Corinthians 2:1-5, “When I came to you, brothers, I did not come with eloquence or superior wisdom as I proclaimed to you the testimony about God. For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and him crucified. I came to you in weakness and fear, and with much trembling. My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit’s power, so that your faith might not rest on men’s wisdom, but on God’s power.” Not that we can do anything in trying to persuade people of the Gospel, but that the Spirit would be in every aspect of sharing the Gospel. And better Him than us, that “faith might not rest on men’s wisdom, but on God’s power.”

Now that we know that everything is done by God when speaking the Gospel, from boldness to giving us words to convincing people, what could possibly be stopping us from doing it? This is the greatest news we can ever speak, news that has eternal consequences and gives salvation to those that accept it. If God is pushing us to share Christ with someone, convicting us to proclaim the Gospel, who are we to deny Him? Because of what? Fearfulness? Shame? Laziness? We need only ask, and He takes all of our weaknesses and turns them into strength. Would we boldly be apostles for Christ wherever we are, in whatever missions field we are in.

We regrouped at the guest house after 5 long hours of evangelism, feeling completely empowered by the Spirit to go share the Gospel. It is an excitement that comes from God, to know the joy of sharing the Good News with someone who hasn’t heard it. We shared our stories eagerly with each other, praising God for all that He had done during that time. Doc and Zina then picked us up to go to a remote Muslim village, where we would be teaching English and learning Muay Thai! And… we will continue that with the next post. Thanks for reading!

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Hawaii - Sean Hsueh (7/10/09)

spiritual warfare at a tangible level

the other day was my first time to share the gospel and see people accept Christ. it was an amazing feeling. i dont say that to be self-righteous, but to share how awesome it is to see God move in peoples lives.

today was our 2nd large group meeting. it went pretty well. we had about 10 people show up. we had an icebreaker, josh’s testimony, tim share about crusade’s vision, then worship. we ended with pizza where people just conversed outside of our room.

one thing that blew all of our minds is what we found out after the meeting. josh, our leader, had been talking to two people who seemed to be really teachable and kind hearted. he told us later that they are a cult (christians on campus) and they are trying to convert christians to their cult by coming to our meeting. not only did they come to our first meeting, but they are here for the exact same reason we are: to start a campus ministry. the reason why its so crazy and almost scary is because it shows spiritual warfare at a tangible level. we see people’s lives being fought over, and students seeking for truth and finding it in the wrong areas. there is a battle between the God of above and the one below, and we are right in between.

suddenly it feels so good to have God on our side. it feels good to have the God of the universe with us. not only did He defeat sin, he rose from the dead on the third day.take THAT satan!

but of course, this mindset of mine isnt really that beneficial. its not just a battle against the devil, its an opportunity to shower Christs’ love towards the lost and needy. i need to have that mindset. instead of just viewing people in cults as devilish, i need to see them as God’s creation.

well now that i’m caught up with you guys, i plan to update more. that way i can write less and write about the littler things in my life that i currently enjoy.

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San Antonio - Kevin Zhao (7/7/09)

Broken, I come to You…

These past couple days have been extremely happy days! I am so excited to be sharing my experience.

Before I tell you my happy days, I want to say that I am a person that holds in feelings and emotions. I have learned to numb those emotions to where I, sometimes do not feel regular feelings. (happy, sad, terrified, and etc)

Monday was my UT orientation. Emily and I drove up from our summer project to Austin around 6am, early I know. =) When we got there, we both begin to see old faces. It was so refreshing to see them. I saw friends from middle school, high school, and UTSA. Even crazier was that I got to meet so many new friends throughout the campus, and I am praying that I will see all of them again. I won’t keep going with the details, but I will say that it was a day filled with joy and sweat. Later that night, on the way back Emily and I visited Alex Lee at his restaurant. We got to hang out for a bit and just seeing how Alex was doing. He was growing and doing a great job keeping other guys accountable. After we left there, on the drive back to San Antonio, Emily said, “I am so glad to visit Alex, I am so happy right now.” She went and talked with her lover Alice, but I was just thinking. All these years, the joy, laughter, tears, rough times, and good times all brought some type of emotion. But each time, I would feel like I would be pushing out each emotion I felt at the time. Randomly, in the car, I started to tear up. I tried to hold it in, but it wouldn’t stop. I felt God moving my heart, reminding me of all my friends and family who constantly encourage me, love me, and challenge me. I felt genuine happiness since a long time ago.

At work today, I was reading over an encouraging email sent by my friend Sarah. It was a blog by John Piper. ( http://www.desiringgod.org/Blog/1890_the_loving_meaning_of_the_leftovers/) I did not get the whole meaning, so I asked Roderick for help. He was able to go through this with a vivid explanation. Roderick was describing how Jesus was testing his disciples before he fed the 5000. Andrew passed the test by bringing over the basket of fish and 5 loaves of bread. Andrew believed, unlike Phillip. When Roderick was explaining, I was brought again to tears. I was thinking to myself, “Wow, I am a cry baby.” But I see why, God was at work, moving my heart once again. He was telling me, “Kevin, just believe, I am all you need.”

Then later that night, after small group at Alamo Stone. All the guys went to the santuary to watch a skit. It was the Lifehouse skit - Everything. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA) It is an AMAZING skit, if you haven’t seen it, WATCH IT! you will love it, but if you don’t…umm I’ll buy you ice cream, and we’ll watch the video together. Anyways, I have seen this video three times, but this time I came closest to actually crying. I was reminded by God, moving my heart another time, saying, “I AM everything you need, Kevin.” I felt a powerful tuck on my heart, knowing that He is with me, and how ridiculous I am for putting Him aside at times. I thought about the bad choices and wrong turns I have made in my life, passing by the perfect, loving, wanting a relationship with you God. How pathetic I am to looked away from Him and have such little faith to speak out in His name.

I have experienced God in the past two days, each time with a different reminder. I encourage you guys to keep your eyes on God and do your Non-Negotiables (your time with God.)

Feel free to give me a call, I would love to talk to you and tell you more about how God has been good to me this summer.

Please pray for my leadership and Sarah’s as well as directors for the summer project, may we lead in confidence and making the team finishing well.

God is good,

-Kevin